3/31/2010

0:29 almost 0:30 for another beautiful day

Recently went out at nite with C to the corner shop became some kinda routine, which is quite interesting. As i can see the sky, dark blue, sakura on the floor and spring hints.
it feels like sound proof in the evening when walking down the hill street.

the guy in the shop sees us everyday now he also gets used to us grasping chips and beers, eggs and vegs. never ask for id anymore. which is good for me. sick of showing id for strangers for buying cig and achol.

everything's gonna be okay, jst need more time. gratefully and finally got my result letter corret today, fix the bank statement and hopefully getting them by this week.

visa & job & be a happy deer

3/30/2010

dying and disappointing
somehow don't want to give up
everything goes wrong in a sudden.
wot hv i done wrong?

plz...i need to cheer up, plz...

3/28/2010

wouldn't it be nice-beach boy

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong


You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

The happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Oh Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true (run, run, run)
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married (we could be married)
And then we'd be happy (then we'd be happy)

Wouldn't it be nice (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba)

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Oh, wouldn't it be nice

good night my baby
sleep tight my baby

good night my baby
sleep tight my baby

good night my baby
sleep tight my baby

good night my baby
sleep tight my baby

spring time in london

今天换夏令时,和国内时差七小时开始。
早晨起床钟还没有调,不知不觉到了十一点。带奥托去公园玩飞盘,回来后跟三泥决定去诺丁山走走。尽管几乎每天都要经过这里,上班也在这里,却不会厌倦这里的一草一木,一屋一树,呵呵。

春天了,樱花已经渐渐开满树。到英国之后才知道原来伦敦也有不少樱花树,吹风的时候就会花瓣掉一地,街道和屋顶。到查理吃早餐,拉蒙娜和阿力山大都在上班,在查理跟在家里一样,感觉很好。阿塔纳送了我最爱吃的白巧克力树莓小松糕,还有山托斯的热巧克力和卡布其诺。也许这就是在咖啡店打工的好处吧。

店外面的牡丹花树开满了墙,白色的墙衬着红色大朵大朵的花,好吧,是真的比较词穷,不知道怎么去形容了。路过一棵长满粉红色花苞的大树,也只能感叹:“哇!那些花好大啊…………”惹来一阵鄙视。

周五傍晚KK放学回家,兴奋地说她已经把周末的作业全部完成了。我刚好要出门去买画纸和颜料,不料她说要跟着去,第一次主动说要跟我出去,心里暗爽了一下。不知道为什么就是很疼这小屁孩,人来疯却又很会撒娇,力大无比,闹起来像男生一样,可是却会在睡觉前说要take memory picture记住我。连索尼娅都说她太会收买人心了。因为他们爸妈的事情,我也很想要能做点什么让两个小孩子的童年开心多于阴影和无措。
终于两人一起出门,这小孬一出门就跟家里两样了,挽住我的胳膊不肯放,还要告诫我说“我这样不是因为我爱你哦”……真是可爱。

晚上33过来画画,好久没有画画了,也许这是一辈子的爱好,所以不必放下。
周六查理好忙好忙,也许是天气的关系,也快到复活节,那天真的忙到脚没有了知觉,连笑容,也勉强不起来。下班买菜回家,因为自己Host了朋友一起来家里煮饭,春春已然成了台湾媳妇,做了超级无敌好吃的盐酥鸡,H哥做了三杯鸡(后来因为没有米酒变成了二杯鸡),33买了甜点,后来被迫出去买酒,没贡献的下场,索尼娅做了海带蛋花汤,我也几乎是要坐着煮了两个菜,彩椒蘑菇炒牛肉和葱爆辣辣小鱼干。煮饭期间,不小心提起了节能60分钟的事情,结果索尼娅毅然决定了晚饭时间熄灯点蜡烛烧火炉。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
大家狂汗。没办法。房东太太最大。。。于是吃了一餐摸黑的大餐。。。一个小时开灯后,所有人直呼好晕。为了环保,也就这样了。

天气渐渐转暖了,吃完饭后,三泥跑到花园抽烟,把我也叫出去,说她看到了北斗七星。天空很干净,一抬头,正上方就是一个勺子形状的星星连线,真的吗?我哇大了口一直看,脑子里回荡着starry starry nite。我们互看了一下笑起来。这时在右上方,又看到了一个更大的勺子。。。傻眼,到底谁才是北斗七星。。

我说,要坚持。熬一熬吧。该是我的总会是我的。做好准备就好。

3/24/2010

33 17:42 London@home

33说我最近写得怪怪。
那是因为我不知道你居然会跑来看。国内封了BLOGSPOT,以为没人会来看,就随便写写咯。

本周话题:微博

哈哈~在这里说了,别说我不哥们哦~
还没发邮件给奥利维亚就先告诉你了~

你待会还要来洗澡。。。。。。哈哈~可怜的娃

你明天可能还得来洗澡。。。。怎么这么惨。。。

周末在曼彻斯特挺开心,懒懒的,但是笑到很想打人~

谢咯~

希望工作快点来吧!然后我就可以请年假回国啦!yeah!

xxx

3/21/2010

london 1:38

long day
marc jacob
pizza
friends
work
movie
uncertainty
too much


luv
L

3/18/2010

3月18日 伦敦 格林威治 17:17

害怕和讨厌自己,这是件重复的事情。一直重复,却想不明白,为什么就不能这么丢掉?

然后开始想要赶紧把它起码放到那个远的地方,不容易感受到的处所。唯一的做法,还是疯狂地忙碌,就是该离开去到谁都找不到那个守旧的自己的地方。只是暂时,没有忙碌的本钱。
法桐说独自旅行会上瘾,就像吸毒一样,戒不掉。这里的人都比我勇敢,敢于去承担,敢于去放弃和重新出发,却是我至今,还是学不到,做不来的事情。
可怜到连独自旅行都没有勇气了,还谈什么丢不丢掉。

赶快醒来...

glitches

scare, brave, behave, carefree, and she doesn't like herself in that way but she couldn't help being like that.

not even a yes, not even a goodbye, not even a nod, not even self..

3/16/2010

伦敦时间17:12

伦敦时间17:12,天还很亮,夏天快来了,夏天到来的时候,我还会在这里吗?还是已经在别处了呢?
上班路上,拍下了诺丁山的沿途景色,好美的城。

loolo, fighting!

I do believe everything is meant to be, therefore, work twice harder than it should be...

okay........

谁创造了那些‘船到桥头自然直’的话?真的假的。。。
忽然忘记了自己的位置,一个人,到底要怎么做,才能够一直坚持自己的信念。身边的好多人似乎都已经放弃或半放弃了。

3/11/2010

18:37we 肯索莱兹家里kaiyaama

一年前什么都不懂的自己,现在已经可以在伦敦自如地游走,尽管之前也总是随便地晃荡,

MU MU MU MUI